i need my tablet so bad. its dead. and i need to draw the kind of drawings that only digital art media can perfect.
been thinking alot about christmas.
i hate it
as soon as school gets out, its chore time. and dont even dare to ask for money to buy someone a gift. then on the 24th mom gets up at 6 to start dinner. the wole day, she barks orders and yells an anyone on their butt not working. by dinnertime i am cranky and mom always insists on sitting alnd talking for at least an hour, then yells when we talk to much or to loudly. presents are opened that night (danish tradition) and mom makes up go one at a time. that was fine when ther wasnt 8 of us. by 2 am, we all wanna go to bed, but dad makes up read scriptures and sing stupid songs (i really really really REALLY hate carols) then the next morning, there is a few boxes of cereal on the table that everyone fights over. no presents from "santa". just stockings filled with useles crap, like dolar store note pads, and pencil sharpeners and a toothbrush. once, i got a pai of gold earings. but that was it. thats the only thing i ever liked that came out of a stalking.
then last year, i didnt want to open my stalking because cupcake was dying. mom and dad got in a fight and dad snuck me out to take her to the vet. he spent his tithing mony to eutinize her. when i got home, i threw my stocking, still full at the wall. dad was in the back yard buring cupcake. i couldnt do it. so i went into the basement and played guitar hero for the rest of the day. everyone was yelling at me for hogging the ps2 and mom kept telling me it would have been cheeper to just drown cupcake
the year before that, my mom took in one of my friends who didnt have a place to spend christmas. mom and dad got her everything i was always aking for. the clothes, the electronics, the books, the gift cards. she got more presents than any one in my family ever had gotten in a single christmas. they bought her the expensive chocolates, not the nasty dollar store icy squares things that i hate.


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